Just Existing

My name is Jense.
Just now, one of my roommates came in and asked me what was wrong with me.
I honestly didn't know. I didn't realize I seemed so mad.
What's going on with me?
I don't get it.
I can't take it.
I don't like it.
What's going on?
I'm not happy. I'm not sad. I'm not mad. I'm not feeling hopeless or anything.
Am I even here?
Where am I?
Who am I?
I'm just existing.